A few weeks ago, during a ferry ride in Brazil, I met a woman from Norway who told me she was on her last days of her year-long trip around the world. When I heard this, I lit up immediately, and told her I had done a similar trip eight years ago. “That was probably …
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I started 2020 much in the same way I ended 2019: spending four nights, mostly in solitude, in a jungle near the beach. Both these trips are the longest "solitude trips" I’ve ever taken. For someone who claims to be as independent as I do, I have actually always had a complicated relationship with being …
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Since 2016, I’ve ended each year with the same ritual: I go to a beach alone, and carry with me all the gratitude journals I’ve completed throughout the year (I’m not disciplined enough to write each day, but I do write gratitude at least a few times a week). Then, I sit for hours on …
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A few nights ago, at a pizza shop, two men in line heard my friend and I speak English and asked us where we were from. After we exchanged introductions -- they were visiting from Europe -- I asked them how they were liking their visit to Brazil. One man responded: “It’s been okay...Though, there …
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Before coming to Rio de Janeiro, I had an image of Brazil as a place not quite like the rest of Latin America, but still a part of it. So as a person of Mexican and Ecuadorian ancestry who speaks zero Portuguese, I didn't know what to expect from Brazil culturally. I didn't know whether …
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During this last trip to Mexico City, I visited Frida Kahlo's house for the first time. To me, the trip felt like almost a pilgrimage, and so I was naively surprised by how crowded it was. It seemed weird to have hundreds of seemingly conventional people, waiting in a two-hour line to learn about the …
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Today I am thinking about the afternoon I spent walking through Madrid. I ended up on a park bench, sitting next to three young people in the only sliver of sunlight still hitting the lawn between two buildings in downtown. They offered me a beer, and I drank one while listening to them strum "Big …
As I reflect on community this week, I realize this blog has now grown to its own larger community of people -- many of whom I now don't know. Each time I get notified of another subscriber, I wonder "What brings this person here? How did they find us? What's their story? What topics/questions do …
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Perhaps needless to say after this unexpected two-week hiatus from this blog: it’s been a pretty difficult time for writing. After leaving my job in August, I’m entering Month 7 of full-time freelancing again, and inevitably, that's primetime for feeling the downsides of this lifestyle: burn out from juggling several projects at once on odd …
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I celebrated my 31st birthday this week (sorry that caused the delay in getting this out...) and in the spirit of Pema Chödrön -- "Never underestimate the power of compassionately recognizing what's going on inside" --I'd like to admit that I spent the weeks before my birthday feeling pretty terrified of the uncertain mess I …
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Amanda E. Machado 